it seems like the closer a person is to me, the more reluctant i am to activate the psychologist in me.
maybe i just refuse to see them or see the interactions as just another unit to analyze, to simplify, to manipulate.
so i become like a layman, helpless and unaware by choice.
and people say: you're a psychologist, you should know how things like these work.
trust me, i have never been of the notion that human interactions should be so flippantly broken down, nor that psychology should aim to essentially bring us down to mere equations.
if i could, i wouldnt.
only then will life become simple.
i am but twenty-two, and the world has already worn me down to a cynical fifty.
a revival of the dead poets society would be nice.
sans the wilderness campfire.
so petrified, i'm so scared to step into this ride
what if i lose my heart and fail, declined
i wont forgive me if i give up trying
if this aint love, then what is
i'm willing to take the risk.
perfection at 11:57 PM
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Friday, August 05, 2011
[Brad] We didn't care if people stared.
We'd make out in a crowd somewhere.
Somebody'd tell us to get a room.
It's hard to believe that was me and you.
Now we keep saying that we're okay.
But I don't wanna settle for good, not great.
I miss the way that it felt back then.
I wanna feel that way again.
Been so long that you'd forget.
The way I used to kiss your neck.
[Carrie] Remind me, remind me.
[Brad] So on fire, so in love.
Way back when we couldn't get enough.
[Carrie] Remind me, remind me.
Remember the airport dropping me off.
We were kissing goodbye and we couldn't stop.
[Brad] I felt bad 'cause you missed your flight.
[Brad & Carrie] But that meant we had one more night.
[Carrie] Do you remember how it used to be.
We'd turn out the lights and we didn't just sleep.
[Brad] Remind me, baby, remind me.
[Carrie] Oh so on fire, so in love.
That look in your eyes that I miss so much.
[Brad] Remind me, baby, remind me.
I wanna feel that way.
[Carrie] Yea I wanna hold you close.
[Brad & Carrie] Oh if you still love me.
Don't just assume I know.
[Carrie] Do you remember the way it felt.
[Brad] You mean back when we couldn't control ourselves.
[Carrie] Remind me.
[Brad] Yea remind me.
[Carrie] All those things that you used to do.
That made me fall in love with you.
Remind me, oh baby, remind me.
[Brad] Yea you'd wake up in my old t-shirt.
All those mornings I was late for work.
Remind me, remind me.
perfection at 2:15 PM
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Tuesday, August 02, 2011
Your face is beaming.
You say it's 'cause you're dreaming.
Of how good its gonna be.
You say you've been around.
And now you've finally found.
Everything you wanted and needed in me.
I don't have the heart to hurt you.
It's the last thing I wanna do.
But I don't have the heart to love you.
Not the way you want me to.
Inside I'm dying to see you crying.
How can I make you understand.
I care about you, so much about you, baby.
I'm trying to say this as gently as I can.
'Cause I don't have the heart to hurt you.
It's the last thing I wanna do.
But I don't have the heart to love you.
Not the way you want me to.
You're so trusting and open.
Hoping that love will start.
But I don't have the heart.
Oh no, I don't have the heart.
perfection at 10:23 PM
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